Through the rearview-repost from Ebay

Original post was on EBAY BLOGS (Jan 4, 2008):

Cut and pasted here: Sept 24, 2008.

Through the rearviewPosted Jan-04-08 21:17:17 PST Updated Jan-04-08 21:20:50 PSTTomorrow will be two weeks since Jo Jo was buried. I have chosen not to write or really play much here. I miss her. I can not just pick up the phone anymore and hear her voice. I am afraid to call her cell phone because I don't want to know if her parents have turned off the service.

I drive by the flea market she owned but have not brought myself to stop--yet. It is like she is moving away from me like an image in the rearview mirror.
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Back to toptru_gritt02 ( 1065) View seller's items View Blogsaenz, i had not heard.....
im sorry.

Jan-04-08 21:18:57 PST Delete Report this comment

hisamij316 ( 2371) View seller's items View BlogI did not know she had passed away saenz...I am so sorry...I know you loved her from the way you spoke about her....she will live in your heart always...hold tight to that...
Jan-04-08 21:19:38 PST Delete Report this comment

wysecw ( 414) View seller's items View Bloghugs
Jan-04-08 21:23:26 PST Delete Report this comment

rustybarb ( 431) View seller's items View BlogHard to believe it's been 2 weeks already saenz.

I know the strange feeling. My mother called me every Saturday at 10am without fail, for years - if I didn't get to her first. After the week of her funeral, when I was home that first Saturday, the phone was strangely quiet. I'll never forget that, and can't explain it to someone who hasn't been there. I know you understand.

Still very sorry for your loss.

Jan-04-08 21:25:47 PST Delete Report this comment

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Back to topaswegrow2 ( 3488) View seller's items View Blog(((((HUGS))))) and all you have to do is look up and smile, she will answer.
Jan-04-08 21:29:12 PST Delete Report this comment

wysecw ( 414) View seller's items View Blogrusty, my mom was 10:30 pm every nite....eerie and somehow wrong when it doesn't happen.
I can't tell you the times I went to the phone to dial....and then hung up brokenhearted.

Jan-04-08 21:30:37 PST Delete Report this comment

redcowspots ( 463) View seller's items View BlogSo very sorry.
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aswesow ( 43) View seller's items View Blog:) Guess it's o.k to send a cyber (((HUG))))
Jan-04-08 21:32:38 PST Delete Report this comment

wysecw ( 414) View seller's items View Blogmal if I can help in any way I am here, just let me know
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charolettestar ( 18) View seller's items View Blogwow. I'm so sorry. when my friend passed away, it felt like he had just moved away too. Denial can be rough but keep your chin up and think of the fonder memories.
Jan-04-08 21:53:28 PST Delete Report this comment

beaddance ( 186) View seller's items View BlogSaenzmom, my condolences on the loss of your friend, Jo-Jo. {{{hugs}}}
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ironchassis ( 65) View seller's items View Blogsaenz, yikes.

that's sad.

The first few weeks, those are the tough ones. Hang in there. Celebrating her life on earth is a good thing. Keeping busy helps too. And never underestimate the value of a good cry. I used to save up for the shower. Come out with red eyes and no explaining. Just too long in the shower. ((((hugs))))) to you. And nekkid chicken.

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